วันพฤหัสบดีที่ 19 กันยายน พ.ศ. 2556

my story (:

I was sitting on the bench in the park, alone. Countless leaves have fell down and I haven't move even a inch. I can heard soft noise from footsteps behind me. I turned to him. 
The tall boy stood and holding an umbrella. He has tan-skinned, big chestnut eyes and pink thin lips. If his nose is narrower I can call him a perfected boy. Everything of him suited his handsome face. 

He walked and stood before me. He took his handkerchief and wiped away the water drop which mixed my own tears on my face. He gently spoke. 
" what's wrong ? "
" don't sit here its raining and you may get sick " he continued when he saw I didn't reply him. 

When I heard the caring words from him, I cried harder. I approached him and hugged him tightly like he is starting to fade away. 

Sadly, he is not the one who fading. 

" can I be him ? " he asked with aching voice. I look upon him and replied.
" no you can't. Be yourself guitar. "
"I don't want to see your tear. Please smile for me " after I hear that I felt the warmth started to lit up inside my heart. 

I think he can read my mind so he held my hand and walked with me to my home. 

when we arrived home. he said goodbye to me. i closed my eyes when i saw he bend my face to me. then he kissed me softly at my forehead. 
" sweet dream, Sand " he said before he walked away. In this night in my head there is only him. Guitar. I try to leave my thought but I can't. I think that until go to my bed in the night. 

Next morning I found Guitar and mom standing in living room. when I ask them nobody replies me but they behave suspiciously. And later a few minute Then I saw dozen of balloons started to float in this room and on the balloon have a sentence that is "Happy Birthday Sand". it's nice surprise day. I can't stop  my tears. when Guitar saw me cry he took his handkerchief quickly and wiped my tear. The old memory of yesterday appear in my head again. I don't know why I excited  with him. I like his eye because that had me only. I don't want to lose him. I think I will tell him what I have kept in my mind. But not now. I not sure he what he think about me. next morning he take me to some place. that was a park in my memory. this place had a story. that about in my young in that time I cry alone and had somebody to got me a candy. and promises with me that he stand strongly with me and he will wipe away all of my tear. He remind me of that boy and I look closely at Guitar's face I unconscious spoke out a name in my old memory " The Prince"

" why it took you a long time to recognize me.? " he replied with gorgeous smile and pull me to him and hugged me tightly. 



oh yea!!


this is a finally blog hahaha. I wanna to not make this away (: good bye 

i wanna to finished


cant wait to friday, the day i finish all the exams. i really really wanna play games and daydream about the elves all day.. yeah elves. the elf well, i love elves and i dont know why. may their slim pointed ears and large keen eyes attracted me. i like to take quiz like 'which race are you' and i always got elf hahaha although i not really love the nature tree and gardening because

i hate insects and bugs. eww....

by the way i'm saving money for elven costume and the ears for cosplay in The elder scroll VI. of couse i gonna dress as altmer (although my height isnt enough hahaha) so i have may be 5 years to saving the money or till TES;6 come

hahaha cant wait right

but im also interest the Nightingale costume too. 




my new look

I don't know why I go to salon. when I arrive that I told she to cut my hair. last the time it look like a picture -3-



my new toy ^^

I got a toy to myself 555 because I want to give gife for my near birthday. I wanna a better day in my future (:

some story (:

i wrote one poem

I listen to the hymn of shining stars.
See the little red leaves dancing above the land.
The coldness from wind still embraces me and my scar.
But I can feel your warmness as you hold my hand.
All of our bittersweet moments are nothing but pain.
I gladly accept it, but the only thing i want is you, to be here.
Everything is fading away from me, only you remain.
no matter who you are, you're what i hold most dear.


see u my best friend.

yesterday I Kataow and Nest meet Dear at Maga Bangna. Our plan in everning was to go to watch the movie but I nest and kataow can't to watch because the movie have at 4.50pm. We change our program to shopping and go to eating something 55555